Look

Stare at me,

Look into my eyes,

Look at them,

See the pain.

Look closely,

See the fear in me.

Go on,

Continue looking,

See the anger,

the rage.

Why do you continue to stare?

Talk to me.

Come at Me

So come to me,

And hate me,

Hate me for what I have done,

But I will not care.

So come to me,

Come with fire,

With blazing anger,

With disappointment and distrust,

Still I will not care.

Come at me,

With your words,

With your faithless ways,

Lies and lies,

And I will turn you away.

You LIE!

You CHEAT!

You have not grown,

You faithless pig,

Come at me with your sword and pierce me,

Still, I swear,

I will not care.

So tell me again,

Why do you hate?

Reason to me again,

What do you feel?

SCREAM IT AT ME!

TELL ME!

SHOW ME YOUR PAIN!

And may be,

Just may be,

Perhaps for once,

I will care.

Here, Now, You

I'm here again,

On this cold wet ground,

I hear the babbling brooks,

You are not with me.

Again you are not with me,

When I am reading a book,

But I read to myself,

So lonely and quiet.

I'm here again,

On my warm sheets,

Cuddled up under a blanket,

And you're not with me.

You are not with me,

To hold my hand,

As I watch a movie and I get scared,

I turn around to bury my face in your warm chest,

But you are not there.

I am crying,

Tears are falling,

Sadness envelops my heart,

As I deal with stress,

You are not here with me.

i long for the day,

When we will watch the sun rise together,

When we can walk down the beach and watch it set together,

When I can place my hands in yours, my head on your chest, listen to you breathe,

And sleep with you.

This day,

This fine fine day could not come sooner,

I long for it,

I crave it. I need you beside me.

And I never want to leave your side again.

A Game

Entering the arena,

Its hot and stuffy,

A sea of people everywhere,

I take my seat.

Our song plays in my head,

Turning the volume up,

I search for you among the sea of people,

And I spot you.

I hear the whistle,

I hear a roar of people,

The red-brown ball is tossed around,

I see you move your feet.

You move like a graceful swan,

Like a dog in heat,

You move as fast as the crane,

And I follow your every movement.

Seconds, minutes pass by,

And soon hours,

I enjoy watching you move,

To see you doing your best.

Heat consumes me and you,

I see sweat drip everywhere,

Our eyes meet for a moment,

In that moment, I knew a victory was imminent.

The clock is ticking,

You have seconds left,

My eyes still stuck on you,

No other men commends my attention.

Countdown,

The crowd cheers even more,

I remember being in this situation,

History repeats itself.

Running,

Running,

Panting,

Jumping,

And,

Score.

Victory,

For you,

And for me,

You chose victory.

The crowd roars in delight,

For a minute or two,

Cheering goes on,

Then they are gone.

It is you and me,

Alone in this arena,

Music plays in our ears,

You grab me into your hot sweaty body.

We dance,

A dance of victory,

Today we experienced new things,

Today I fell in love with you all over again.

Ain't I lucky?