I will never love again.
It disrupts me,
Consumes me,
Scares me.
The pain
That I have seen.
The tears I have shed,
They scare me.
Would I be able to love again?
Am I too prepared for it?
Do I long for it more?
Alas, I need love.
It fuels my being.
It is my gift to give in life.
It haunts me,
That I can never love again.
The very fact,
Stabs my heart,
Eats my organs,
Drinks my blood,
Consumes my soul.
I can only hope,
I can only pray,
I can trust that I will love again,
But only if love finds me first.
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